why it should be like this?

Arghhhh...! Im very depress now! y everytime u came bac from somewhere else.. i mus be around..? whenever i saw u, it wil be the same person either fetching u out or fetching u bac? either when im goin bac, or when i hv nothin to do and simply walking around, y i also wil hv the 'chance' to c who fetched u bac...?! purposely or accidently wan me to meet u? wan me to see who is dating u out is it? Good! now i know.. very nice and clear.. although i know u both have nothin to do with relationship.. but i don't really think so now.. why? not because i lost my confidence in u.. it's jus that i saw it too often d.. once i knew u r goin out, and once u came bac, y have to b the same person fetchin u out? this is the only question turning and spinning inside my mind, almost explode!


Okay now, i know i might not be anyone important to u, or mayb he can treats u nice than me, if not mayb his car is bigger and nicer, driving skill is better than me.. why dont u tel me then..? it's not fun to b like that, u know?! do u ever mind? do u ever thought of replying my msg? do u ever notice anyway? Please! y cant u reply my msg like las time we use to b.. nowadays u keep on telling me 'sry late reply'.. if not wil b 'sry chat later, im busy now'.. too many questions that i wanted to ask d.. im totally frustrated now.. tel me if u hv a crush, alright? at least let me know bout it, okay? maybe u didn't wan to tel.. but u might not only hurt me in future, u r hurting 'someone else' as well.. Please!


i wil stop here then, hopefully i wont punch against d wall again... its not hurt, it might b hurt, but at least i could release my pressure and anger! and this is one of the best way to reduce my worries.. i know i might act like a stupid or an idiot guy, or mayb a moron.. but i didn't want to be like this anymore! Tweet