New semester started, throughout the whole week, I have some sort of weird feeling, I feel like I am a new student came to a new college. Although I am a senior now to many of the juniors. Perhaps within three months, people keeps on changing. New hairstyle, new lifestyle, new outlook and so on, everyone seems to have change. No doubt, I might slightly change a little bit too.
What will we have to do in new semester? again, pick your own group and start doing new assignments. This is the time to make decision again. After almost two years in college, you get to know a person better. So, when comes to pick a group member, if you could stick together with your buddies, it's a good thing; If not then, it might be a problem for you, when you are wanted in this group and that group, forced you to make a hard decision, or...the worse part is you are not wanted at all!
For three months I am not in Penang, many things happened, many things changed. I can't tell which is right, which is wrong.
People around you, they could be nice, they can be horrible at the same time.
Tell me why, why people that you choose to trust sometime are not likely the one that they should be?
I just want to find a true hearted and sincere friend, which I can talk to, share secret with and keep to themselves. So, please don't blame me for not sharing secret, If you could keep it to yourself, I am willing to tell.
You should have to know, not all things are 'tell-able'. Sometime, some things that I wanted to tell only to a specified person, then the next thing I know is the next day, someone came to me and say, they knew about it too. how do you feel? what will you think about it?
Perhaps to some of you, it's nothing, cos others that came to me, also friend wert. So, spreading from a friend to another friend, it's considers as something normal right? Please laa... If I prefer to share a secret with you, it means I just want you to know it, If not, what is a secret? how do you define 'secret' then? Tell me!
Friend don't betray friend. Friend should actually sit down and settle any circumstances that might face in future. Anything could happen, but still friends are needed at all time other than family.
No heart feeling ya, I am not trying to accuse anyone or trying to throw a stone at any friend. I am just expressing my feeling and thought, if you have nothing to do with me, stay the way you are now, be yourself is always the most important thing to bond a good friendship.
So, yeah... Have a good day and great time to all my friends... v(",)
