My birthday...

Today is my birthday... I repeat, my birthday..
it's my birthday and I want it to be special..
will my wishes come true? I wish, I wish and I wish..
Please.. Help me to realize at least one of my wishes..
I don't need cake, I don't need celebration or even present..
I just want my plan to move on smoothly..Can I?
Thanks to all my friends who had wished me since last night till now I am writing this post..
no matter how did you guys wish me, through phone or online..
thanks again...
I didn't sleep whole night due to work..
I will not have the time to rest anymore until tonight..
but I am not tired..
because it's my birthday..
Please, spare me some time.. borrow me some time..
it won't takes you long, just a movie or simple dinner will do..
I just... want to move on with the plan..
Please.. don't ruin my plan today..
you can ruin it any day but not today..
I might not ready to accept all..
My birthday...
Will I get what I wish for?
My birthday...
Will I be celebrating it with you?
My birthday...

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Insomnia... terrible!

I can't sleep, again... It has been continuously like that for few days already... is it insomnia or something is bothering me? I know, I should sleep by now, but I felt so bad... I find it so hard for me to breath, it took longer than a few seconds for me to breath once... I am so damn moody, sorry to all my friends, I thanks you all for the concern towards me, but I still can't overcome my heart's feeling...

Sorry for not smiling, I know I scared some of you off, but currently I am lost! I need motivation! There are so so many things happened out of a sudden... I can't accept all at once, especially the case with the biggest impact towards me, I didn't want thing to turn worse, i want to fix it and make it better but I need you to involve and do your part too...
Apart from that, I know, assignments and friendships, both also I need to balance it... I didn't want to lose a friendship because of the assignments! Not worth at all! I don't want to argue whether I am right or I am wrong, but I would prefer a better way to settle it other than pointing my finger towards anyone that might have made some minor mistakes! I am taking the assignments seriously tho because I know is a group one, not individual...

Dance is part of my life! I love dancing, I prefer dance as a hobby if compare to profession... I am not trying to say that I will not practice hard, I would love to because every time during practice I could gain something new... It just that, now I am in a hectic situation and a tight timetable which I need to pay more attention and concentrate towards my studies... As for sure, I won't give up dancing...
At the moment, I am composing some new songs again, but I can't think of the music for the songs, perhaps I am listening to too many songs lately and it influenced me a lot on composing my own music... I am trying tho...
Six more days to go... I wish.... I wish... I wish...

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林宥嘉1030推出第二张专辑

Yoga林宥嘉将在我生日当天推出他第二张专辑了，这张专辑名称叫做《感官世界》。十月十四日就已展开预购。里面有几首歌，我都喜欢，但其中一首我比较喜欢的是“说谎”。。。这首歌的含义不错，歌词写得很了断，一看一听就会明白。我们有时候，为了掩饰自己的心情何感受，就会说谎。善意的谎言，偶尔真的有帮助。这首歌是一个创作大赛的冠军歌曲，不是说撒谎就一定是错的，当然能免则免，告诉对方自己的感受，总比说谎好吧？但是我明白在一些情况下，可能会不允许我们说出真话，所以“谎话”就会出现来扮演它的角色。想听听他的歌曲首播，就去这网站听听看吧！

“说谎”歌词：

是有过几个不错对象 说起来并不寂寞孤单 可能我浪荡 让人家不安 才会结果都阵亡 我没有什么阴影魔障 你千万不要放在心上 我又不脆弱 何况那算什么伤 反正爱情不就都这样 我没有说谎 我何必说谎 你懂我的 我对你 从来就不会假装 我哪有说谎 请别以为你有多难忘 消失真的不是我逞强 我好久没来这间餐厅 没想到已经换了装潢 角落那窗口 闻得到玫瑰花香 被你一说是有些印象 我没有说谎 我何必说谎 你知道的我缺点之一 就是很健忘 我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴 但我竟然有些不习惯 我没有说谎 我何必说谎 爱一个人没爱到 难道就会怎么样 别说我说谎 人生已经如此的艰难 有些事情就不要拆穿 我没有说谎 是爱情说谎 它带你来骗我说 可我 没有可能有希望 我没有说谎 祝你做个幸福的新娘 我的心事请你全遗忘

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下雨天。。。

*Sorry guys...Suddenly I thought of writing in Chinese again...

下雨天，驾着车子，看着路人一把一把雨伞的撑着，看着小贩们呆在路旁等待雨停，希望可以开档做生意。。有人说，雨下得太大，反而会让人觉得烦闷；今天早上下着毛毛雨，忽大忽小的，但还不至于很大！我的心也慢慢地跟着雨滴声，一上一下地起伏着，不断地在想着现在的你，你现在如何？你应该不够睡吧？下雨天又要逼自己起床，身体好点了吗？很想逗你开心，但我这个人呢，就只懂得说冷笑话，笑话却不懂得怎么说。希望可以看到你笑，因为始终你笑时还是最好看的。。希望自己可以为你多做些什么的，好让你不会烦一些有的没的。。
下雨天真的特别感触，下雨天的心情，真得很不一样。天气冷冷的，很想把自己躲进被单里，同时心里在想，你也应该觉得冷吧？如果有一杯热饮料在手是多么的好啊！还可以慢慢地享受着它的味道。。好想把你抱紧在我的怀抱里，至少我的体温应该能比手上的那杯饮料温暖吧？呵呵。。
真的有好多好多想说的，但时间有限，因为要忙了。。就先到此吧！下雨天，偶尔真令人眷恋，挂念。。

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Just for Laugh...

It's kinda stress out for the past few weeks.. and I randomly searched for something to cheer myself up.. then I found something.. Damn! I can't stop laughing when I look at this:

Guys, I really hope we are not like that when it comes to our time.. Oops! Hahaha!

Here's another one:

Well, I hope all beer and smoking's addicts could actually quit from smoking and drinking.. As you should know.. those are bad for health.. so Good luck people for those who are determine to quit.. =)

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Leroy performing beatbox at MOIS tonight!

Alright Folks, listen up yo'... my friend Leroy will be performing his beatbox LIVE at MOIS tonight.. those who are interested and gonna find some entertainment for the night, may come over and give a support! Let the Malaysia No.1 Hip Hop beatboxer show you his talented skills and the magic of beatbox!

Time from 10.30pm onwards till late.. So, see you guys around! Peace out... Tweet

Morning rhyme...

When I woke up this morning
I am still on my bed lying...
It was raining
and i am carefully listening
to my heart beating...

And i heard something
coming out from my heart saying
that I am thinking
of someone who is trying
to grab my heart away
and I shall say I am missing
someone who is not realizing
that I have been always caring
for someone who might think
I am annoying and irritating...

Somehow I am still waiting
and I am telling
that someone now that I am missing...
YOU... =)
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Happy 090909...

Well.. I am sure many significant things happened on this day.. people engaged, people proposed, people bought new cars, new houses and so on.. being with their beloved and enjoy all the happy moments..
I am happy today..I am happy for those who could find their happiness and those who found their beloved and the best.. I am happy to be with my family and friends on this day on this date.. So nice to have all of them..
What's more important is.. I am happy to have you and you all.. and I am happy cos I am on the phone too with someone which haven't meet up and haven't keep in touch for long.. haha!
Alright.. hereby I wish everyone could be happy always 999 ( sounds 'jiu jiu jiu' in mandarin..) A simple post, some simple wishes, wishing everyone could have a happy time, appreciate the time being with your beloved friends, family and lovers.. Learn how to love and care the people around you like how God loves you and cares for you..

Happy 090909! Anyone have a story tell?
Have a great day people! =)

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Time to come back...

Sorry people.. I know some of you might have waited anxiously to read more from me.. I will come back soon with many many updates.. I didn't mean to abandon my blog like that.. It just that after I am recovered from my sickness, I don't feel like updating blog and stuffs.. Alright, it's time to make it alive again..

It's September already, I had started my new semester for roughly 2weeks, which is also my last semester, new life, new groups, new friends.. I did not bad for the previous exam, but still I know that I can do better than that.. I am not going to give up so easily and I will not stop until I reach my target of success.. I hope I could do well for this semester..

Till here then.Have to go to coll d..Have a good day everyone..=)

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Songs that I am listening currently..

Victor's Top 20 songs of the week:
(Songs that I am listening will be shown randomly, will not sort by Languages, latest or previous...)

#1. 1, 2, 3, 4 - Plain White T's
#2. 如果我变成回忆 - Tank
#3. Kiss Me Through the Phone - Soulja Boy
#4. 厚脸皮 - 陈泽耀，郭晓东
#5. I Know You want Me - Pitbull
#6. Mad - Ne-Yo
#7. Fire Burning - Sean Kingston
#8. 双人舞 - Wilber潘玮柏
#9. 低调 - 张栋梁
#10. You're Not Alone - Michael Jackson
#11. No Boundaries - Kris Allen
#12. A Little too Not over You - David Archuleta
#13. 男人女人 - 许茹芸，阿穆隆
#14. 真心话 - 张祖城
#15. 我知道 - By2
#16. Kenangan Terindah - Samsons
#17. Fall for You - Secondhand Serenade
#18. I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
#19. Stay - Estrella
#20. 暖流 - CHIN，钟欣怡，陈泽耀


Songs that I proposed:
她不再属于我 - Me (song that I composed)
幸福的味道 - Melodii
Tiramisu - Royblin Neoh
习惯 - Jo
玫瑰奶茶 - Ijun

Well.. of course there are still a few songs which is nice too.. such as:
New Divide by Linkin' Park,
Lost without Your Love by Amy Pearson,
Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3,
Love game by Lady Gaga,
I Do not Hook Up by Kelly Clarkson,
Touch My Hand， Crush by David Archuleta,
沉默的瞬间 by 张栋梁，
我不是你想象的那么勇敢 by 梁文音，
可不可以爱我 by 卢学睿，
妥协 by Jolin Tsai，
and so on...

P/S: In my homepage, you can see a little chipmunk there..right? Click on the 'play' button, be patient and wait for it to download and you will know what happen next.. enjoy listening... =)

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