I can't sleep, again... It has been continuously like that for few days already... is it insomnia or something is bothering me? I know, I should sleep by now, but I felt so bad... I find it so hard for me to breath, it took longer than a few seconds for me to breath once... I am so damn moody, sorry to all my friends, I thanks you all for the concern towards me, but I still can't overcome my heart's feeling...
Sorry for not smiling, I know I scared some of you off, but currently I am lost! I need motivation! There are so so many things happened out of a sudden... I can't accept all at once, especially the case with the biggest impact towards me, I didn't want thing to turn worse, i want to fix it and make it better but I need you to involve and do your part too...
Apart from that, I know, assignments and friendships, both also I need to balance it... I didn't want to lose a friendship because of the assignments! Not worth at all! I don't want to argue whether I am right or I am wrong, but I would prefer a better way to settle it other than pointing my finger towards anyone that might have made some minor mistakes! I am taking the assignments seriously tho because I know is a group one, not individual...
Dance is part of my life! I love dancing, I prefer dance as a hobby if compare to profession... I am not trying to say that I will not practice hard, I would love to because every time during practice I could gain something new... It just that, now I am in a hectic situation and a tight timetable which I need to pay more attention and concentrate towards my studies... As for sure, I won't give up dancing...
At the moment, I am composing some new songs again, but I can't think of the music for the songs, perhaps I am listening to too many songs lately and it influenced me a lot on composing my own music... I am trying tho...
Six more days to go... I wish.... I wish... I wish...
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Sorry for not smiling, I know I scared some of you off, but currently I am lost! I need motivation! There are so so many things happened out of a sudden... I can't accept all at once, especially the case with the biggest impact towards me, I didn't want thing to turn worse, i want to fix it and make it better but I need you to involve and do your part too...
Apart from that, I know, assignments and friendships, both also I need to balance it... I didn't want to lose a friendship because of the assignments! Not worth at all! I don't want to argue whether I am right or I am wrong, but I would prefer a better way to settle it other than pointing my finger towards anyone that might have made some minor mistakes! I am taking the assignments seriously tho because I know is a group one, not individual...
Dance is part of my life! I love dancing, I prefer dance as a hobby if compare to profession... I am not trying to say that I will not practice hard, I would love to because every time during practice I could gain something new... It just that, now I am in a hectic situation and a tight timetable which I need to pay more attention and concentrate towards my studies... As for sure, I won't give up dancing...
At the moment, I am composing some new songs again, but I can't think of the music for the songs, perhaps I am listening to too many songs lately and it influenced me a lot on composing my own music... I am trying tho...
Six more days to go... I wish.... I wish... I wish...
1 comment:
hei pal, try create a 'To Do List', and complete all the tasks one by one, step by step, from the most important to the least important(it works for me), dun cramp everything into a ball of confusion...trust me, for sure u r going to get things over and done with, it just needs some time, dun lose yourself k, cheer up.
yours sincerely,
somewhere over the rainbow de Vick!
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