Thursday, December 17, 2009

Second day of Exam..

Today subjects not very hard..
I am in time to finish writing
for what I know..
For what I don't know
luckily not much left tho..
Again, I hope what I wrote is correct..
Tomorrow, last subject already..
Mass Media and Malaysian Society..
this will be the last paper for me..
The last paper for my final semester exam..
Here, wish all good luck and do well..
hope everyone know what to write..
All the best to all PR's juniors
who are going to sit for TWO papers..
Study smart ya everyone..

Still studying now for the last subject..
I hope what I am trying to 'push' into my mind..
will come out in the exam tomorrow..
May God bless all of you for the last day of exam..
then HAPPY Holidays to all..
=)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

First day of Exam...

Today first day of exam..
the first subject is
Media Technology and Development..
I really don't know why
my mind gone blank after I read the questions..
Almost all I should have know how to answer..
I did my revisions and I studied before..
but why? I don't even have enough time to finish up..
how I wish I am joking now but I am not!
hope what I had wrote down could help me score..
Somehow I did my very best already..
Tomorrow TWO more subjects for me to go..
which is Communication Research Methods and
Film Aesthetic and Criticism from 9am-3pm..
Hope that I could do well..
All the best to all!

How I wish I could have more time to study..
hope that what I am reading now..
are helping me in tomorrow subjects..

'God help those who help themselves'..
Do all you can and leave the rest to Him..
Good luck everyone..

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Concentrate....

Today is Thursday already..
study week almost end..
and damn! I still have a lot more to go..
only four subjects but so many topics to study..
many things to memorize..
many things to remember..

it's my last semester final exam,
perhaps that's why so much to read..

the hardest part for me is the statistic part..
I hate add maths!
and statistic is much more harder for me..

I am getting stress now..
but I still could cope up with it..
I just need to concentrate, ignore those distractions!
I need more time but the time is running..
even now.. It's the same..
So, start concentrating..
Study well and smart.. Not only study hard..
Good luck to all for final exam..
All the best and Good bless..
Do well everyone..

Cheers!
!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Too much to share... hmm...

I have too much to share, too much to post and too much to tell.. But I don't know which should I start with.. I know one of the terms to qualify as a true blogger, you must have the determination to update your blog frequently to keep your viewers entertain in a way so that they will always come and visit your page again and again.. I will not say that I am a true blogger, but being a part of the blogosphere, I am always trying to make my blog as interesting as possible.. I hope I won't make people bore of reading it, as to me, blog is still s place for me to express my thoughts, opinions and feelings at time, other than to write something random which is not about me or something which is not a part of my daily life..

For the past week, I have been too busy with many stuffs.. College, home, Leo club and even my car.. Darn! So damn tired but I learned a lot from those..
.Six Production(my production team) presents.
-Experimental Film: Life[about life circle]-
-TV Magazine: Their Life[about down syndrome children]-
I am so busy with my college's screening thingy the last whole week in college, as I was selected as the main in-charge for our final semester screening, so I have to plan and come out with everything properly before Friday which is the day of our screening.. I knew it on Monday which mean I have less than four days to get everything done.. First thing first, when I really need help, who is by my side? who is helping me? who is getting everything done? I try not to mention any name as I didn't want to start any discussion here.. It's not easy to organize an activity or function, but Thanks God that I think I did a great job although I am not so satisfy with the outcome, but at least I had done my best to make it better.. I am really upset with people's attitude sometimes, but what can I do is to tolerate with them and get use to it.. but I would like to sincerely say a big Thank you to those who helped me a lot throughout this event.. The 'Final Showcase' won't be this successful without the help and support from you all..

Next is Leo Camp 2009, 3 Days 2 Nights at Balik Pulau White Resort which is the new National Service's campsite, this activity is from last Friday to Sunday..
.The committees.
I really had lots of fun there although I went late to the camp on Friday as I got screening in the morning like I mentioned above, and I got test in the afternoon, so I went to the campsite at night.. What first came into my mind is, I am back to the situation last time during my National Service, the feeling and everything, just so alike, I am so used to that kind of life as a trainee last time.. What a surprise when I met my trainer(jurulatih) who serviced in Camp Syruz last time, which is my camp, now he's in this camp already.. He's in-charged of our jungle trekking and team building sessions.. Besides, I had met some wonderful people there.. without getting along with them, I'll never know that they are such a great person too, until we spent the time together, play and joke around, then only realized that they are 'good' actually, I had also learned how to see things from many different aspects.. Here, I would like to say, it's a great pleasure for me to know each and everyone of you more better in this camp, if possible I would really want to list out one by one, but I just want you all to know, no matter you are the winning team, the best individual, just a camper or part of the committees, everyone of you did very well, I can see some of you have changed to be more stronger and more confident physically and mentally, it's a good thing to know that.. and I personally had fun with some of you who lighten up my days.. Cheers!
.group photo of Leo Camp 2009.

Car have to send to repair and service, damn! no transport to use again, my bad.. I have to help at home. start clearing things as now is December, going to reach a new year again, so we should start throwing some, in order to keep new things in future.. and this week is my study week, so I should spend my time more on my studies, I wanna do better for my final, but this time not so many tips for us, so basically we have to study almost all and that's a lot and I am not kidding.. Help me in maths-statistic part please! I don't understand.. Hmm..

Got to go now, will keep you all update again soon I hope, maybe after my exam.. Take care fellow blogger and friends, till next time...

Friday, November 20, 2009

Revolutionize?!

I have a lot of things to tell but I don't know where to start.. I have stopped for too long and now first thing first, I would like to apologize to my fellow blogger and friends.. It's kind of hectic for me for the past few weeks.. Many things had just happened without any early notification.. No matter what are they related to, I faced all sort of problems regarding my family, friends, dance and even leo club.. So far, I still managed to control it very well and I really don't wish to receive any bad news or rumors anymore until end of this year, not until I finish my finals for my last semester.. please!
This time around, I am trying really hard to handle things all by myself, but I cannot do it alone actually.. I realized that each and anyone of us need a support, if it's not from your friends or college's mates, at least your family is always there for you.. Time, there is no time for us to lose, the time will never stop or slow down just to wait for you.. Time management and punctuality is really important.. If you are always late, try not to be late no matter what you do, because the time is flowing, it will never stops.. I know, being punctual is always on the top list when you are working in future in the society.. you may be fined or being scolded, even if you are late just for a minute only.. Just don't be late, try to change this extremely bad habit and be punctual at all time..

I am happy with the way I am living now and I do appreciate what I have now in my life.. Actually, Is money really really so important to a human being? I would like to say No, but as a matter of fact, it's a Yes.. We need money to cover all the expenses in our daily life; Everyday, you could observe that people are argue or fight over money.. Somehow, we have to understand that money doesn't means everything.. I am pretty sure that humans will not satisfy yet even if they get 10 billions in one day, they will ask or bargain for more.. Why? because it's a fact that most of the humans living in this world are greedy..

Do not get easily self-satisfy with what you have now, always dream to achieve more for your future.. Although some people say, dream may remains as a dream only, do you ever think of what you can do in order to achieve your dreams and goals? Without taking any action, you will never get what you want.. Always remember to do something along with your dreams, because 'dream' could be one thing which may helps you to success in future.. Don't stop dreaming, what's more important is, you must have the determination to exceed your current achievement and always motivate yourself to go beyond your limitation of doing thing.. Do expect for more in knowledge, you will know one day that knowledge will never comes to an end if you don't start to put your effort into whatever things you are doing now.. you have to educate yourself more in order to become a knowledgeable man who able to answer the 'question marks' that might face in everyday life..

Seriously, it's time to sit down and think, what is your goal? what is your target? what you want to be in future? someone who is living a good life with luxury possessions or someone who know what he is going to achieve from now on until the day he success? Well, who knows? nobody could answer all these, except you.. you are the one who decide what you want to be because the future is in our hand.. So, either you start thinking from today, make a 'to-do-list' and start listing down your dreams and what you gonna do; or you can continue with your life and don't give a shit about it.. because somehow if you don't do anything, still you will have a good life for some of you, but what's your purposes of living? Other than the basic principle of living, eat and sleep, perhaps you are enjoying life and have fun, but is that all? is that what you want? If no, make a change, start to change..
You are not doing all this to prove or to show off that you are clever and better than anyone else, you are doing it for yourself and your future, not for your parents or friends.. Remember, what you are going to achieve is not being arrogant or proud of what your achievement is, you are doing it to prove that your life is meaningful and useful, fill up with knowledge, experiences and memories that you will never forget.. so Wake up people spend time more on reading and gain more knowledge; do some good deed, you may get good in returns..

Thanks lecturers for the heart-to-heart's talk with all of us..
indeed, we are not studying in a right and proper way..
perhaps we are still learning, somehow we are learning everyday..
I am sure that we will try to get out of the 'box' with some changes..
hopefully one day in future, we are someone who get lots of respect..

Friday, October 30, 2009

My birthday...

Today is my birthday... I repeat, my birthday..
it's my birthday and I want it to be special..
will my wishes come true? I wish, I wish and I wish..
Please.. Help me to realize at least one of my wishes..
I don't need cake, I don't need celebration or even present..
I just want my plan to move on smoothly..Can I?
Thanks to all my friends who had wished me since last night till now I am writing this post..
no matter how did you guys wish me, through phone or online..
thanks again...
I didn't sleep whole night due to work..
I will not have the time to rest anymore until tonight..
but I am not tired..
because it's my birthday..
Please, spare me some time.. borrow me some time..
it won't takes you long, just a movie or simple dinner will do..
I just... want to move on with the plan..
Please.. don't ruin my plan today..
you can ruin it any day but not today..
I might not ready to accept all..
My birthday...
Will I get what I wish for?
My birthday...
Will I be celebrating it with you?
My birthday...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Insomnia... terrible!

I can't sleep, again... It has been continuously like that for few days already... is it insomnia or something is bothering me? I know, I should sleep by now, but I felt so bad... I find it so hard for me to breath, it took longer than a few seconds for me to breath once... I am so damn moody, sorry to all my friends, I thanks you all for the concern towards me, but I still can't overcome my heart's feeling...

Sorry for not smiling, I know I scared some of you off, but currently I am lost! I need motivation! There are so so many things happened out of a sudden... I can't accept all at once, especially the case with the biggest impact towards me, I didn't want thing to turn worse, i want to fix it and make it better but I need you to involve and do your part too...

Apart from that, I know, assignments and friendships, both also I need to balance it... I didn't want to lose a friendship because of the assignments! Not worth at all! I don't want to argue whether I am right or I am wrong, but I would prefer a better way to settle it other than pointing my finger towards anyone that might have made some minor mistakes! I am taking the assignments seriously tho because I know is a group one, not individual...

Dance is part of my life! I love dancing, I prefer dance as a hobby if compare to profession... I am not trying to say that I will not practice hard, I would love to because every time during practice I could gain something new... It just that, now I am in a hectic situation and a tight timetable which I need to pay more attention and concentrate towards my studies... As for sure, I won't give up dancing...

At the moment, I am composing some new songs again, but I can't think of the music for the songs, perhaps I am listening to too many songs lately and it influenced me a lot on composing my own music... I am trying tho...
Six more days to go... I wish.... I wish... I wish...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

林宥嘉1030推出第二张专辑

Yoga林宥嘉将在我生日当天推出他第二张专辑了,这张专辑名称叫做《感官世界》。十月十四日就已展开预购。里面有几首歌,我都喜欢,但其中一首我比较喜欢的是“说谎”。。。这首歌的含义不错,歌词写得很了断,一看一听就会明白。我们有时候,为了掩饰自己的心情何感受,就会说谎。善意的谎言,偶尔真的有帮助。这首歌是一个创作大赛的冠军歌曲,不是说撒谎就一定是错的,当然能免则免,告诉对方自己的感受,总比说谎好吧?但是我明白在一些情况下,可能会不允许我们说出真话,所以“谎话”就会出现来扮演它的角色。想听听他的歌曲首播,就去这网站听听看吧!

“说谎”歌词:
是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡
让人家不安
才会结果都阵亡
我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱
何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你
从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎
请别以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口
闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一
就是很健忘
我哪有说谎
是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到
难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿
我没有说谎 是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说
可我
没有可能有希望
我没有说谎
祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

下雨天。。。

*Sorry guys...Suddenly I thought of writing in Chinese again...

下雨天,驾着车子,看着路人一把一把雨伞的撑着,看着小贩们呆在路旁等待雨停,希望可以开档做生意。。有人说,雨下得太大,反而会让人觉得烦闷;今天早上下着毛毛雨,忽大忽小的,但还不至于很大!我的心也慢慢地跟着雨滴声,一上一下地起伏着,不断地在想着现在的你,你现在如何?你应该不够睡吧?下雨天又要逼自己起床,身体好点了吗?很想逗你开心,但我这个人呢,就只懂得说冷笑话,笑话却不懂得怎么说。希望可以看到你笑,因为始终你笑时还是最好看的。。希望自己可以为你多做些什么的,好让你不会烦一些有的没的。。
下雨天真的特别感触,下雨天的心情,真得很不一样。天气冷冷的,很想把自己躲进被单里,同时心里在想,你也应该觉得冷吧?如果有一杯热饮料在手是多么的好啊!还可以慢慢地享受着它的味道。。好想把你抱紧在我的怀抱里,至少我的体温应该能比手上的那杯饮料温暖吧?呵呵。。
真的有好多好多想说的,但时间有限,因为要忙了。。就先到此吧!下雨天,偶尔真令人眷恋,挂念。。

Friday, October 2, 2009

Just for Laugh...

It's kinda stress out for the past few weeks.. and I randomly searched for something to cheer myself up.. then I found something.. Damn! I can't stop laughing when I look at this:
Guys, I really hope we are not like that when it comes to our time.. Oops! Hahaha!

Here's another one:
Well, I hope all beer and smoking's addicts could actually quit from smoking and drinking.. As you should know.. those are bad for health.. so Good luck people for those who are determine to quit.. =)
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