Why? Why? Why?

Im very upset.. suddenly I'm feeling so down without any reason.. I can't feel myself.. I have the feeling as if I'm just a little tiny creature .. too small to get people attention.. no one care for me.. no one could understand me, sometimes.. What I can do and what I couldn't do, I know.. Somehow I have my own way of dealing with it.. Maybe I'm not the best, I'm not outstanding as well but at least I knew where and what is my ability and how far I can go..!
What am I doing now is what I'm doing for u.. It's okay if u didn't know or notice about it.. It's doesn't matter.. I don't mind but at least pay attention on me sometimes.. I'm not that bad! I'm not that suck! If others can do.. why not me? Of course I can do too.. Just give me time.. Time can prove everything..!
I thought of letting u to do it yourself.. I can help.. But if I know, I'll do for u earlier.. I just want u to learn and try out more.. no matter what, keep it up, if u think u can, u can.. just do it!

Sorry everyone.. didnt update my blog for so long d.. suddenly wrote something personal and something upset.. but I just have to express my hidden feeling.. I have no mood to do anything for now.. but i suppose to be happy actually.. I will try not to think so much bout it.. I will try...... Tweet