I have a lot of things to tell but I don't know where to start.. I have stopped for too long and now first thing first, I would like to apologize to my fellow blogger and friends.. It's kind of hectic for me for the past few weeks.. Many things had just happened without any early notification.. No matter what are they related to, I faced all sort of problems regarding my family, friends, dance and even leo club.. So far, I still managed to control it very well and I really don't wish to receive any bad news or rumors anymore until end of this year, not until I finish my finals for my last semester.. please!
This time around, I am trying really hard to handle things all by myself, but I cannot do it alone actually.. I realized that each and anyone of us need a support, if it's not from your friends or college's mates, at least your family is always there for you.. Time, there is no time for us to lose, the time will never stop or slow down just to wait for you.. Time management and punctuality is really important.. If you are always late, try not to be late no matter what you do, because the time is flowing, it will never stops.. I know, being punctual is always on the top list when you are working in future in the society.. you may be fined or being scolded, even if you are late just for a minute only.. Just don't be late, try to change this extremely bad habit and be punctual at all time..
I am happy with the way I am living now and I do appreciate what I have now in my life.. Actually, Is money really really so important to a human being? I would like to say No, but as a matter of fact, it's a Yes.. We need money to cover all the expenses in our daily life; Everyday, you could observe that people are argue or fight over money.. Somehow, we have to understand that money doesn't means everything.. I am pretty sure that humans will not satisfy yet even if they get 10 billions in one day, they will ask or bargain for more.. Why? because it's a fact that most of the humans living in this world are greedy..
Do not get easily self-satisfy with what you have now, always dream to achieve more for your future.. Although some people say, dream may remains as a dream only, do you ever think of what you can do in order to achieve your dreams and goals? Without taking any action, you will never get what you want.. Always remember to do something along with your dreams, because 'dream' could be one thing which may helps you to success in future.. Don't stop dreaming, what's more important is, you must have the determination to exceed your current achievement and always motivate yourself to go beyond your limitation of doing thing.. Do expect for more in knowledge, you will know one day that knowledge will never comes to an end if you don't start to put your effort into whatever things you are doing now.. you have to educate yourself more in order to become a knowledgeable man who able to answer the 'question marks' that might face in everyday life..
Seriously, it's time to sit down and think, what is your goal? what is your target? what you want to be in future? someone who is living a good life with luxury possessions or someone who know what he is going to achieve from now on until the day he success? Well, who knows? nobody could answer all these, except you.. you are the one who decide what you want to be because the future is in our hand.. So, either you start thinking from today, make a 'to-do-list' and start listing down your dreams and what you gonna do; or you can continue with your life and don't give a shit about it.. because somehow if you don't do anything, still you will have a good life for some of you, but what's your purposes of living? Other than the basic principle of living, eat and sleep, perhaps you are enjoying life and have fun, but is that all? is that what you want? If no, make a change, start to change..
You are not doing all this to prove or to show off that you are clever and better than anyone else, you are doing it for yourself and your future, not for your parents or friends.. Remember, what you are going to achieve is not being arrogant or proud of what your achievement is, you are doing it to prove that your life is meaningful and useful, fill up with knowledge, experiences and memories that you will never forget.. so Wake up people spend time more on reading and gain more knowledge; do some good deed, you may get good in returns..
Thanks lecturers for the heart-to-heart's talk with all of us..
indeed, we are not studying in a right and proper way..
perhaps we are still learning, somehow we are learning everyday..
I am sure that we will try to get out of the 'box' with some changes..
hopefully one day in future, we are someone who get lots of respect..
-during Yi Zhang's funeral-
